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00:00:04,780 --> 00:00:05,Hi.

00:00:06,400 --> 00:00:07,Can everyone see me?

00:00:08,360 --> 00:00:09,Hear me okay?

00:00:10,460 --> 00:00:16,God, these Zoom meetings, they just...
They never get easier, ** I right?

00:00:17,420 --> 00:00:24,Oh, God, I just... I forget. I need to
look here.

00:00:26,500 --> 00:00:27,Yes.

00:00:29,920 --> 00:00:30,Well...

00:00:35,039 --> 00:00:36,Hi, I'm Sloane.

00:00:38,540 --> 00:00:45,Thank you for giving me the

00:00:45,540 --> 00:00:52,opportunity to be here. And like many of
you, I didn't

00:00:52,480 --> 00:00:59,really expect to find myself in this
dark, twisted,

00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:02,forbidden corner.

00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:06,Of the internet.

00:01:08,460 --> 00:01:09,But here we are.

00:01:14,860 --> 00:01:15,Support group.

00:01:16,280 --> 00:01:17,For mothers.

00:01:19,520 --> 00:01:20,Sounds normal enough.

00:01:22,220 --> 00:01:23,Right?

00:01:26,100 --> 00:01:27,And that's.

00:01:28,760 --> 00:01:31,That's really the truth. I was normal.

00:01:32,120 --> 00:01:33,At one time.

00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:35,I think we all were, right?

00:01:37,300 --> 00:01:42,Just moms doing our best.

00:01:43,340 --> 00:01:44,Staying at home.

00:01:45,180 --> 00:01:46,Our entire purpose.

00:01:48,940 --> 00:01:54,Raising our sons to be good men.

00:01:55,840 --> 00:02:02,I was busy cooking and cleaning and

00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:03,laundry.

00:02:06,190 --> 00:02:09,Every day was the same.

00:02:11,990 --> 00:02:17,And I guess it was inevitable.

00:02:18,430 --> 00:02:22,My husband, well, him and I had been
rocky for years.

00:02:25,990 --> 00:02:27,I'm sure you understand.

00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:33,And having to raise a son.

00:02:34,800 --> 00:02:36,Sons need their mothers.

00:02:38,260 --> 00:02:41,Their mommy's full attention at all
times.

00:02:44,460 --> 00:02:47,I guess dads just don't understand.

00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:56,Anyway, I guess the lack of attention
that

00:02:56,200 --> 00:03:03,made me realize what I had in

00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:04,front of me.

00:03:06,730 --> 00:03:13,My boy, my son, they

00:03:13,490 --> 00:03:17,really do grow up in a blink of an eye.

00:03:19,570 --> 00:03:22,All of a sudden, he was a young man,

00:03:23,190 --> 00:03:28,but a man nonetheless,

00:03:28,790 --> 00:03:34,taking him to and from practice.

00:03:36,410 --> 00:03:37,Game after game.

00:03:39,130 --> 00:03:41,Sport after sport. I mean, it's never
ending, right?

00:03:44,590 --> 00:03:47,And I noticed I was different.

00:03:49,470 --> 00:03:50,Pretty quickly.

00:03:52,790 --> 00:03:57,You know, I don't know. It seemed like I
wasn't like all the other mothers.

00:04:00,870 --> 00:04:03,Watching their sons practice.

00:04:06,640 --> 00:04:11,No, I found myself intrigued,

00:04:11,620 --> 00:04:14,distracted.

00:04:16,980 --> 00:04:22,Instead of encouraging him and cheering
him on, I started noticing

00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:29,his big d***k swinging

00:04:29,840 --> 00:04:32,back and forth.

00:04:35,050 --> 00:04:40,They'd run and jump and I couldn't help
it.

00:04:45,810 --> 00:04:50,How do people expect us to act?

00:04:51,550 --> 00:04:56,I mean, we give them everything, right?

00:04:58,230 --> 00:05:03,All of the love that I've ever been
capable of.

00:05:05,290 --> 00:05:06,It's for my son.

00:05:07,770 --> 00:05:08,It's for my boy.

00:05:13,950 --> 00:05:20,I guess you could say that I didn't
realize

00:05:20,710 --> 00:05:24,how handsome he had become.

00:05:26,030 --> 00:05:29,So grown up, strong and sturdy.

00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:36,Innocent.

00:05:37,540 --> 00:05:38,Unaware.

00:05:40,220 --> 00:05:41,Of the power.

00:05:43,720 --> 00:05:45,That he has over me.

00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:53,He would come downstairs.

00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:57,The morning would.

00:05:57,440 --> 00:05:58,Poor thing.

00:06:01,320 --> 00:06:03,Basically. Roll out of bed.

00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:07,His hair all scruffy.

00:06:09,780 --> 00:06:11,He probably didn't even notice.

00:06:14,580 --> 00:06:16,How rock hard.

00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:19,He was from the night before.

00:06:21,840 --> 00:06:23,Running down the steps.

00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:27,Of course.

00:06:28,540 --> 00:06:30,I had breakfast ready.

00:06:33,220 --> 00:06:34,And I.

00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:39,Lean against the counter And watch

00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:43,Watch as he stood

00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:48,Drinking milk straight out of the carton

00:06:48,460 --> 00:06:55,Some of it dribbling down his chin

00:07:07,690 --> 00:07:13,His boner, nearly throbbing, pulsing,

00:07:13,470 --> 00:07:18,straining against his boxers.

00:07:23,190 --> 00:07:30,Of course, I wouldn't let him actually
catch

00:07:30,130 --> 00:07:31,me staring at him.

00:07:34,530 --> 00:07:36,I'm a good mother.

00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:45,And, well, I needed to do what was
right.

00:07:45,900 --> 00:07:51,And imagine if he found out that his own
mom was checking him out.

00:07:53,540 --> 00:07:55,His own mom.

00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:57,Trying to peek.

00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:03,Peek through the hole in his boxers.

00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:05,The opening.

00:08:08,919 --> 00:08:10,Seeing glimpses.

00:08:12,820 --> 00:08:14,It was c***k flesh.

00:08:20,380 --> 00:08:26,I started experimenting.

00:08:26,500 --> 00:08:33,I mean, it was just for fun,

00:08:33,460 --> 00:08:34,you know.

00:08:36,039 --> 00:08:40,A woman likes to feel good, and... Well,
if she looks good, she feels good,

00:08:41,020 --> 00:08:42,right?

00:08:43,539 --> 00:08:49,I started dressing... Well, a little
bit...

00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:53,More s***y.

00:08:55,440 --> 00:08:58,Not even really s***y, just revealing.

00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:02,Leaning over.

00:09:03,880 --> 00:09:04,Kitchen counter.

00:09:08,290 --> 00:09:10,Looking into his eyes.

00:09:12,810 --> 00:09:14,Staring at his mouth.

00:09:22,690 --> 00:09:24,Okay, fine.

00:09:26,890 --> 00:09:33,Since it's just mothers here, I

00:09:33,730 --> 00:09:34,admit it.

00:09:37,840 --> 00:09:44,I started acting more provocative,
hoping that he would notice,

00:09:44,380 --> 00:09:49,hoping that maybe he would find me
attractive.

00:09:51,540 --> 00:09:55,After all, they are boys.

00:09:56,600 --> 00:09:57,They are men.

00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:02,One track mind.

00:10:08,270 --> 00:10:12,All my feelings, they grew.

00:10:14,110 --> 00:10:15,Quickly.

00:10:16,350 --> 00:10:17,At an alarming rate.

00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:22,What was I to do?

00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:25,I didn't realize that night.

00:10:28,270 --> 00:10:30,The night that changed everything.

00:10:33,210 --> 00:10:35,I had no idea.

00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:43,What would happen if I told him to stay
up late with me

00:10:43,780 --> 00:10:47,while his dad went up to bed?

00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:53,It was dark in the living room.

00:10:55,720 --> 00:11:02,I was leaning, leaning against the

00:11:02,560 --> 00:11:07,couch, sprawled out.

00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:11,glass of wine.

00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:12,Take the edge off.

00:11:15,980 --> 00:11:21,I just wanted to be close.

00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:23,I just wanted to bond.

00:11:25,220 --> 00:11:29,I just wanted to feel seen.

00:11:34,240 --> 00:11:36,I went to a dress.

00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:38,Not fun.

00:11:38,940 --> 00:11:39,I noticed.

00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:48,The outline of his massive c***k.

00:12:01,700 --> 00:12:03,There's gray sweatpants.

00:12:05,580 --> 00:12:07,The outline of it.

00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:13,Another glass of wine.

00:12:17,610 --> 00:12:18,Should I have done it?

00:12:20,950 --> 00:12:22,Should I have let myself get to that
point?

00:12:25,110 --> 00:12:29,The point where I knew he wasn't going
to be able to hold back.

00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:37,And a little closer, I g***t my

00:12:37,350 --> 00:12:41,hand in his lap.

00:12:46,570 --> 00:12:47,The movie playing.

00:12:49,110 --> 00:12:51,But I knew that none of us were
watching.

00:12:53,750 --> 00:12:55,We were hyper -focused.

00:12:56,550 --> 00:12:57,On each other.

00:13:01,210 --> 00:13:02,Another glass.

00:13:05,290 --> 00:13:06,I was tipsy.

00:13:10,190 --> 00:13:11,And he knew it.

00:13:15,560 --> 00:13:16,And that's when he did it.

00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:21,He put his hand on top of my hand.

00:13:23,700 --> 00:13:27,Guided me towards his crotch.

00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:31,That's when I felt him.

00:13:48,590 --> 00:13:55,getting heavy faster and faster as

00:13:55,530 --> 00:14:02,he used my hand to jerk

00:14:02,490 --> 00:14:06,over his sweatpants.

00:14:10,790 --> 00:14:15,I didn't even realize what was
happening.

00:14:17,480 --> 00:14:18,All he could do was feel.

00:14:21,940 --> 00:14:23,Feel the connection.

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