Maggie Green and Penny Pax - An Unconventional Love 02 - MissaX Subtitles

At 00:00:08,460, Character said: I g***t into the bathtub.

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At 00:00:10,700, Character said: I cried.

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At 00:00:26,000, Character said: It was as if he was washing the man off
of me.

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At 00:00:29,980, Character said: The same was back, and I welcomed him
wiping me clean.

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At 00:00:34,800, Character said: I knew I was forgiven.

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At 00:00:37,390, Character said: We didn't speak of it for months.

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At 00:00:39,710, Character said: But my heart had changed.

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At 00:00:42,430, Character said: I needed excitement.

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At 00:00:44,010, Character said: It was a requirement, just as important
as air and water.

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At 00:00:48,950, Character said: I also needed to love my husband.

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At 00:00:51,770, Character said: But I lusted for someone new.

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At 00:00:54,770, Character said: I don't get it. You felt ashamed, but
you did it again?

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At 00:01:00,030, Character said: Well, I've started to kind of see the
shame as a turn -on. You know, it's...

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At 00:01:06,130, Character said: because it's wrong.

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At 00:01:10,110, Character said: What?

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At 00:01:13,170, Character said: I understand. I totally understand.

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At 00:01:16,890, Character said: Mm -hmm. There are things that you,
like... Live through to understand.

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At 00:01:21,970, Character said: Mm -hmm.

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At 00:01:23,870, Character said: Yeah.

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At 00:01:25,130, Character said: I mean, you're not judging me or
thinking any less of me, are you?

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At 00:01:29,650, Character said: It's not my secret, and it's not my
place to judge it.

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At 00:01:34,760, Character said: Besides, I have my own secrets.

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At 00:01:38,240, Character said: I had s***x with Chad.

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At 00:01:42,420, Character said: And I've been trying for over a year to
make it all right, and yet it's not all

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At 00:01:47,780, Character said: right. I know what I did was wrong, and
I can't take it back.

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At 00:01:53,060, Character said: Like that night that you had with that
man, it changed me.

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At 00:01:58,680, Character said: You had s***x with your stepdad? I didn't
judge you when you were playing your

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At 00:02:02,620, Character said: husband as a cuckold.

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At 00:02:04,320, Character said: No, no, no. I'm not judging you.

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At 00:02:06,620, Character said: I'm sorry if it came off that way. I'm
just surprised.

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At 00:02:10,979, Character said: It's like you have this dirty thought
and it's appalling but you get off to it

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At 00:02:17,400, Character said: and it makes it less appalling and then
the thought comes again and again and

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At 00:02:24,060, Character said: pretty soon it's like this dirty fantasy
that you have and then it...

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At 00:02:31,080, Character said: Just keeps going and going, and it turns
into, like, an obsession.

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At 00:02:34,760, Character said: But still, you never think that it's
going to go anywhere. Nothing's going to

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At 00:02:38,080, Character said: happen.

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At 00:02:40,000, Character said: Until it does.

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At 00:02:43,780, Character said: Well, your husband left you.

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At 00:02:47,240, Character said: And that gave you an opportunity.

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At 00:02:50,340, Character said: No, you g***t it wrong.

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At 00:02:52,560, Character said: I left him, and it was at Chad's
insistence.

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At 00:02:56,680, Character said: And then Chad pursued me.

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At 00:03:00,780, Character said: Do you think he's in love with you?

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At 00:03:02,340, Character said: Well, he thought he was, but I don't
think he could love me as he could love

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At 00:03:08,600, Character said: girl his own age. Oh, my God. That's
crazy.

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At 00:03:10,980, Character said: People fall in love with whoever they
fall in love with.

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At 00:03:14,220, Character said: Yeah, but think of this. I'm twice his
age.

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At 00:03:16,820, Character said: So when he's my age, he'd have to be,
like, my nurse.

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At 00:03:21,480, Character said: That's okay.

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At 00:03:22,640, Character said: So what happened with your husband?

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At 00:03:27,060, Character said: Joe and I were in love, or at least I
thought we were.

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At 00:03:30,800, Character said: He was never very affectionate, but we
were best friends. And hey, every girl

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At 00:03:35,740, Character said: wants to marry her best friend, right?

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At 00:03:38,120, Character said: We were content.

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At 00:03:39,680, Character said: Not so much head over heels in love like
some fairy tale.

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At 00:03:44,380, Character said: Until his old friend from college moved
into town, Alex.

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At 00:03:48,800, Character said: That's when Joe changed.

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At 00:03:51,940, Character said: There were signs and I ignored them.

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At 00:03:54,900, Character said: I just... Dad is...

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At 00:04:00,520, Character said: Seeing someone else.

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At 00:04:01,900, Character said: I hope you know that, right?

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At 00:04:05,640, Character said: No.

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At 00:04:07,800, Character said: What? Every time I talk to him, he's
hanging out with his friend Alex.

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At 00:04:12,520, Character said: Yeah, Alex.

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At 00:04:14,620, Character said: Alex is the reason my birth mother left
my dad.

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At 00:04:20,959, Character said: What?

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At 00:04:23,220, Character said: Mom, dad is gay.

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At 00:04:29,290, Character said: He Alex's his old college girlfriend.

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At 00:04:34,790, Character said: I never imagined that he was gay, but I
did suspect that he was seeing another

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At 00:04:40,150, Character said: woman.

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At 00:04:41,410, Character said: He never came home when he said he
would.

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At 00:04:43,910, Character said: There were credit card bills for hotel
rooms.

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At 00:04:46,850, Character said: He always had a perfect excuse, and he
made me feel crazy.

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At 00:04:51,730, Character said: I kept questioning Joe, calling him, and
his irritation towards me turned into

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At 00:04:57,430, Character said: anger.

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At 00:04:58,920, Character said: We didn't even talk anymore. We were
just like roommates.

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At 00:05:03,460, Character said: The relationship was over, regardless if
he was having an affair or not.

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At 00:05:08,660, Character said: I think he resented me.

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At 00:05:11,840, Character said: Chad had seen it before with his mom,
and he showed me proof.

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At 00:05:16,100, Character said: Listen, I want you to understand that
this has nothing to do with you.

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At 00:05:22,680, Character said: It's him, okay?

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At 00:05:25,920, Character said: And you're a beautiful woman.

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At 00:05:28,710, Character said: And I thought that you would be the one
to change him.

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At 00:05:32,750, Character said: But he'll never admit it. And he'll
never leave you.

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At 00:05:37,770, Character said: So you're going to have to leave him.

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At 00:05:44,310, Character said: I can't. I don't believe it.

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At 00:05:47,590, Character said: I don't even... I know.

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At 00:05:51,610, Character said: I know. Your father and I, we... Yeah, I
know.

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At 00:05:56,330, Character said: I know.

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At 00:06:10,890, Character said: My marriage to Joe was falling apart,
and all I was doing was worrying about

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At 00:06:17,110, Character said: what other people would think of me.
Like, my mom, who thinks it's a sin to

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At 00:06:21,510, Character said: divorced, and there's my dad, who thinks
I can't keep a man satisfied.

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At 00:06:27,330, Character said: And then my friends.

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At 00:06:28,770, Character said: I never judged you or thought anything
negative at the time. I know, I know,

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At 00:06:34,090, Character said: divorce is a failure, and painfully sad,
and I...

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At 00:06:40,490, Character said: I felt so responsible the entire time.
Like there's something I could have done

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At 00:06:45,510, Character said: to keep my husband happier.

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At 00:06:47,770, Character said: And Chad.

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At 00:06:48,790, Character said: I'm sure he told you how absurd that is.

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At 00:06:52,870, Character said: I know.

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At 00:06:54,150, Character said: I'm here for you, okay?

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At 00:06:55,470, Character said: I'm here for you.

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At 00:06:57,810, Character said: I g***t you. I g***t you, okay?

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At 00:07:02,070, Character said: I g***t you, okay?

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At 00:07:05,610, Character said: There was a ringing in my ears.

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At 00:07:07,910, Character said: I couldn't hear him.

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At 00:07:09,960, Character said: I was overwhelmed. I don't know who
kissed who.

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At 00:07:12,940, Character said: I think it was him that kissed me.

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At 00:07:15,720, Character said: It felt so right.

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At 00:08:31,760, Character said: Mommy loves you so much.

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At 00:09:19,660, Character said: I know.

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At 00:09:58,580, Character said: I shouldn't. I know.

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At 00:10:02,600, Character said: He's never going to know.

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At 00:10:07,720, Character said: Don't be horrible, sir.

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At 00:10:09,800, Character said: Just between us.

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At 00:10:14,060, Character said: No one else.

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At 00:12:04,410, Character said: Yeah. Oh s***t.

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At 00:12:47,290, Character said: Oh, f***k.

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At 00:12:48,830, Character said: He has a f***g big heart attack.

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At 00:12:52,350, Character said: It's so awful.

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At 00:13:43,670, Character said: Oh, God.

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At 00:13:47,170, Character said: Oh, f***k you.

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At 00:13:49,490, Character said: Oh, God.

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At 00:13:51,870, Character said: Oh, God.

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At 00:13:54,630, Character said: Oh, God.

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At 00:13:56,170, Character said: Oh, God.

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At 00:13:57,690, Character said: Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh,
God.

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At 00:14:00,970, Character said: Oh,

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At 00:14:03,810, Character said: God.

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At 00:14:35,750, Character said: It's so wrong.

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At 00:14:43,140, Character said: What do you say, Mommy?

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At 00:14:45,120, Character said: I'm going to get a stepmom for this.

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At 00:14:50,280, Character said: That's how I'm going to show you.

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At 00:15:58,090, Character said: Mmm.

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At 00:17:04,560, Character said: It's so wrong calling you mom. I know.

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At 00:17:11,720, Character said: Dad would be so f***g pissed.

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At 00:17:19,750, Character said: He doesn't give a f***k anyways.

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At 00:17:51,400, Character said: Yeah.

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At 00:18:28,010, Character said: Oh.

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At 00:19:38,879, Character said: Oh my god.

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At 00:21:51,550, Character said: Yes.

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At 00:24:13,200, Character said: Yeah, right there.

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At 00:24:14,760, Character said: You like that baby?

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At 00:24:17,260, Character said: Yeah?...