Grotesquerie S01E09 Subtitles

At 00:00:51,273, Character said: We should not be doing this.

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At 00:00:55,214, Character said: I want to go to dairy queen.

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At 00:00:57,252, Character said: Maisie, I know what I'm doing.

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At 00:01:01,760, Character said: Pull over. It's right up here.

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At 00:01:46,783, Character said: We're just going to sit
here and say nothing?

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At 00:01:49,289, Character said: Marshall.

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At 00:01:51,093, Character said: Maisie is sitting out there, Lois.

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At 00:01:53,130, Character said: She gets paid to sit there and judge.

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At 00:02:01,946, Character said: Look,

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At 00:02:04,018, Character said: it's been a long, long
run between us, Marshall.

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At 00:02:07,859, Character said: A long run.

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At 00:02:11,933, Character said: I realized a long time ago what
was happening between you two.

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At 00:02:17,345, Character said: I wasn't heartbroken.

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At 00:02:19,048, Character said: I mean, I'd lost the capacity for that.

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At 00:02:23,056, Character said: Which made me understand
why you went in search

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At 00:02:25,261, Character said: of something else, Marshall.

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At 00:02:27,098, Character said: We don't have to do this, Lois.

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At 00:02:29,202, Character said: I didn't blame you.

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At 00:02:30,805, Character said: I mean, I didn't hide
how far I felt from you.

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At 00:02:35,181, Character said: Why wouldn't you want to be with
someone who actually liked you,

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At 00:02:38,187, Character said: which I could no longer do

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At 00:02:41,460, Character said: after you couldn't hide how disappointed

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At 00:02:45,033, Character said: and disgusted you were

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At 00:02:47,004, Character said: with our daughter's
weight gain in college?

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At 00:02:49,075, Character said: It wasn't disappointment or disgust.

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At 00:02:51,079, Character said: That was you. I was helpless.

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At 00:02:53,951, Character said: Hundred pounds in one year?

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At 00:02:55,287, Character said: It's biblical. It-it was a curse.

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At 00:02:57,091, Character said: Exactly. And that's when
you love people more.

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At 00:03:00,965, Character said: And your reaction to that made me think

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At 00:03:03,470, Character said: I could no longer love you.

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At 00:03:05,374, Character said: So, sleeping with her husband
was your way of showing love?

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At 00:03:09,449, Character said: Do... do... Do you hear yourself, Lois?

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At 00:03:11,987, Character said: Look...

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At 00:03:14,459, Character said: There are very few things
people are not capable of.

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At 00:03:18,333, Character said: You taught philosophy.

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At 00:03:21,005, Character said: And for the record, I will
never not be sorry about that.

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At 00:03:29,155, Character said: I like you, redd.

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At 00:03:30,558, Character said: I always have.

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At 00:03:32,895, Character said: She was your nurse in my dream.

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At 00:03:37,872, Character said: But, Marshall, I heard you

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At 00:03:40,544, Character said: when you whispered
in my ear in the hospital

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At 00:03:43,450, Character said: and wished me dead.

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At 00:03:44,986, Character said: Just f***g die.

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At 00:03:48,059, Character said: And not in a merciful way, so

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At 00:03:50,598, Character said: I was pushed to that.

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At 00:03:52,935, Character said: Well, we all know how love
can turn to hate, don't we?

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At 00:03:58,180, Character said: I don't want to live like that,

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At 00:03:59,549, Character said: in a constant state of catastrophe

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At 00:04:02,054, Character said: and-and-and endless rage.

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At 00:04:04,259, Character said: So, with regards to
you and I and the future.

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At 00:04:10,270, Character said: I want us to just be at peace.

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At 00:04:13,977, Character said: Okay?

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At 00:04:18,018, Character said: Here are divorce papers.

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At 00:04:20,391, Character said: You can have whatever you want.

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At 00:04:22,929, Character said: The Danish China,
the silverware, all of it.

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At 00:04:26,269, Character said: Anything. Take it.

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At 00:04:29,075, Character said: And whatever peace you can muster up.

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At 00:04:33,517, Character said: And I will do the same, just

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At 00:04:40,364, Character said: elsewhere.

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At 00:04:43,103, Character said: Where?

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At 00:04:45,474, Character said: Well, when I was a kid.

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At 00:04:49,715, Character said: I went to Florida with my folks.

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At 00:04:51,686, Character said: A little town called tarpon Springs.

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At 00:04:56,362, Character said: We fished, ate seafood,
stayed in a motel.

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At 00:05:02,975, Character said: It beckons.

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At 00:05:04,279, Character said: Does it?

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At 00:05:07,451, Character said: Now, I'm-I'm just supposed
to be grateful now?

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At 00:05:09,556, Character said: That-that's what's expected of me?

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At 00:05:16,369, Character said: I will always remember that
I loved you once, Marshall.

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At 00:05:20,544, Character said: Then we had a complicated daughter,

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At 00:05:23,417, Character said: and I g***t hard.

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At 00:05:26,356, Character said: Big deal.

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At 00:05:30,397, Character said: Th-that's the sum of
your collected wisdom

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At 00:05:32,468, Character said: about who you are?

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At 00:05:34,606, Character said: Let's set the record straight.

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At 00:05:36,443, Character said: "Hard" implies

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At 00:05:38,447, Character said: that you are still a recognizable human,

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At 00:05:40,951, Character said: but you are impossible to categorize.

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At 00:05:44,024, Character said: A chimera, a f***g beast made of fury.

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At 00:05:47,298, Character said: And good luck letting that go,

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At 00:05:48,734, Character said: because it's engrained in you, Lois.

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At 00:05:50,638, Character said: - It is you, Lois.
- M-Marshall.

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At 00:05:52,608, Character said: Let's not do this. She's trying to

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At 00:05:53,677, Character said: no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

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At 00:05:54,979, Character said: I did want you to die. You bet.

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At 00:05:56,416, Character said: It would've been a
f***g mercy to both of us.

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At 00:05:58,287, Character said: The c***t... and the a***e keel over.

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At 00:06:00,758, Character said: Both of us need to be dead.

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At 00:06:04,632, Character said: The world would be prettier.

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At 00:06:10,143, Character said: That's our show, folks.

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At 00:06:37,464, Character said: I have to tell you, Ms. Lois,

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At 00:06:39,502, Character said: I think the virgin Mary would forgive me,

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At 00:06:41,306, Character said: but this cone is heaven.

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At 00:06:43,310, Character said: It's-it's heaven. We should
come to dairy queen every day.

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At 00:06:46,182, Character said: Should we do that?

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At 00:06:48,487, Character said: Time to go see the kid.

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At 00:06:51,560, Character said: Don't know why you
won't let sleeping dogs lie.

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At 00:06:54,732, Character said: If you don't, you'll get up with fleas.

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At 00:06:56,636, Character said: That's actually two
sayings conflated into one.

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At 00:07:03,083, Character said: I don't know why you were just a cop.

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At 00:07:05,354, Character said: With that fancy education,
you could have been a dentist.

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At 00:07:10,397, Character said: What?

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At 00:07:52,715, Character said: It's good to see you.

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At 00:07:54,619, Character said: So... so, what is this?

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At 00:07:56,790, Character said: Are you here to beg
for more forgiveness,

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At 00:07:58,660, Character said: - to apologize more? I mean...
- Nah.

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At 00:08:01,533, Character said: I know I was a bad mother.

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At 00:08:04,505, Character said: An unforgivable one, eventually.

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At 00:08:07,144, Character said: "Eventually"?

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At 00:08:08,513, Character said: But you... Little girl, you sucked.

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At 00:08:11,319, Character said: And I was there for you through all of it.

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At 00:08:14,325, Character said: The two nervous breakdowns,

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At 00:08:16,329, Character said: the-the-the time you
joined a goddamn cult.

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At 00:08:18,467, Character said: Okay, I did not join a cult.

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At 00:08:19,836, Character said: - That was a group of like-minded...
- a cult.

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At 00:08:21,439, Character said: All the bad boyfriends.

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At 00:08:24,145, Character said: I was there for all of it, merritt,

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At 00:08:26,549, Character said: and I tried and I tried.

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At 00:08:28,654, Character said: So, what, all of this justifies

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At 00:08:30,424, Character said: you sleeping with the
man that I married?

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At 00:08:32,428, Character said: Of course not, merritt.

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At 00:08:34,832, Character said: But you were a bitch for two decades.

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At 00:08:39,875, Character said: And I had had enough.

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At 00:08:41,579, Character said: So...

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At 00:08:43,683, Character said: What, did you want to make it impossible

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At 00:08:45,554, Character said: for me to ever touch him again?

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At 00:08:47,191, Character said: You marked him like a dog.

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At 00:08:48,627, Character said: He g***t me, merritt. My ways.

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At 00:08:53,170, Character said: He and I had more in common

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At 00:08:54,672, Character said: than the two of you, if
we gonna be real about it.

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At 00:08:56,309, Character said: My god, did you love him?

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At 00:08:57,878, Character said: Did you?

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At 00:08:59,849, Character said: Or was he just a provocation?

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At 00:09:02,188, Character said: Can a crazy person actually love?

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At 00:09:06,496, Character said: 'Cause you were crazy.

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At 00:09:08,166, Character said: And so was I.

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At 00:09:09,502, Character said: Merritt.

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At 00:09:12,208, Character said: The things we do to
each other, us humans.

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At 00:09:15,614, Character said: If you knew how bad it could get,

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At 00:09:17,918, Character said: maybe you would've been
less of a s***t all those years.

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At 00:09:21,626, Character said: That's why you stole...