Grotesquerie.S01E09 Movie Subtitles

1 00:00:51,273 --> 00:00:53,410 We should not be doing this. 2 00:00:55,214 --> 00:00:57,228 I want to go to dairy queen. 3 00:00:57,252 --> 00:01:00,757 Maisie, I know what I'm doing. 4 00:01:01,760 --> 00:01:03,296 Pull over. It's right up here. 5 00:01:46,783 --> 00:01:49,265 We're just going to sit here and say nothing? 6 00:01:49,289 --> 00:01:51,069 Marshall. 7 00:01:51,093 --> 00:01:53,106 Maisie is sitting out there, Lois. 8 00:01:53,130 --> 00:01:55,767 She gets paid to sit there and judge. 9 00:02:01,946 --> 00:02:03,994 Look, 10 00:02:04,018 --> 00:02:07,835 it's been a long, long run between us, Marshall. 11 00:02:07,859 --> 00:02:10,831 A long run. 12 00:02:11,933 --> 00:02:16,041 I realized a long time ago what was happening between you two. 13 00:02:17,345 --> 00:02:19,024 I wasn't heartbroken. 14 00:02:19,048 --> 00:02:23,032 I mean, I'd lost the capacity for that. 15 00:02:23,056 --> 00:02:25,237 Which made me understand why you went in search 16 00:02:25,261 --> 00:02:27,074 of something else, Marshall. 17 00:02:27,098 --> 00:02:29,178 We don't have to do this, Lois. 18 00:02:29,202 --> 00:02:30,781 I didn't blame you. 19 00:02:30,805 --> 00:02:35,157 I mean, I didn't hide how far I felt from you. 20 00:02:35,181 --> 00:02:38,163 Why wouldn't you want to be with someone who actually liked you, 21 00:02:38,187 --> 00:02:41,436 which I could no longer do 22 00:02:41,460 --> 00:02:45,009 after you couldn't hide how disappointed 23 00:02:45,033 --> 00:02:46,980 and disgusted you were 24 00:02:47,004 --> 00:02:49,051 with our daughter's weight gain in college? 25 00:02:49,075 --> 00:02:51,055 It wasn't disappointment or disgust. 26 00:02:51,079 --> 00:02:53,927 That was you. I was helpless. 27 00:02:53,951 --> 00:02:55,263 Hundred pounds in one year? 28 00:02:55,287 --> 00:02:57,067 It's biblical. It-it was a curse. 29 00:02:57,091 --> 00:03:00,941 Exactly. And that's when you love people more. 30 00:03:00,965 --> 00:03:03,446 And your reaction to that made me think 31 00:03:03,470 --> 00:03:05,350 I could no longer love you. 32 00:03:05,374 --> 00:03:09,425 So, sleeping with her husband was your way of showing love? 33 00:03:09,449 --> 00:03:11,963 Do... do... Do you hear yourself, Lois? 34 00:03:11,987 --> 00:03:14,435 Look... 35 00:03:14,459 --> 00:03:18,309 There are very few things people are not capable of. 36 00:03:18,333 --> 00:03:20,137 You taught philosophy. 37 00:03:21,005 --> 00:03:26,215 And for the record, I will never not be sorry about that. 38 00:03:29,155 --> 00:03:30,534 I like you, redd. 39 00:03:30,558 --> 00:03:32,871 I always have. 40 00:03:32,895 --> 00:03:36,235 She was your nurse in my dream. 41 00:03:37,872 --> 00:03:40,520 But, Marshall, I heard you 42 00:03:40,544 --> 00:03:43,426 when you whispered in my ear in the hospital 43 00:03:43,450 --> 00:03:44,962 and wished me dead. 44 00:03:44,986 --> 00:03:48,035 Just f***g die. 45 00:03:48,059 --> 00:03:50,574 And not in a merciful way, so 46 00:03:50,598 --> 00:03:52,911 I was pushed to that. 47 00:03:52,935 --> 00:03:57,077 Well, we all know how love can turn to hate, don't we? 48 00:03:58,180 --> 00:03:59,525 I don't want to live like that, 49 00:03:59,549 --> 00:04:02,030 in a constant state of catastrophe 50 00:04:02,054 --> 00:04:04,235 and-and-and endless rage. 51 00:04:04,259 --> 00:04:08,566 So, with regards to you and I and the future. 52 00:04:10,270 --> 00:04:13,953 I want us to just be at peace. 53 00:04:13,977 --> 00:04:16,115 Okay? 54 00:04:18,018 --> 00:04:20,367 Here are divorce papers. 55 00:04:20,391 --> 00:04:22,905 You can have whatever you want. 56 00:04:22,929 --> 00:04:26,245 The Danish China, the silverware, all of it. 57 00:04:26,269 --> 00:04:29,051 Anything. Take it. 58 00:04:29,075 --> 00:04:31,446 And whatever peace you can muster up. 59 00:04:33,517 --> 00:04:36,456 And I will do the same, just 60 00:04:40,364 --> 00:04:42,101 elsewhere. 61 00:04:43,103 --> 00:04:44,472 Where? 62 00:04:45,474 --> 00:04:48,446 Well, when I was a kid. 63 00:04:49,715 --> 00:04:51,662 I went to Florida with my folks. 64 00:04:51,686 --> 00:04:54,391 A little town called tarpon Springs. 65 00:04:56,362 --> 00:05:02,006 We fished, ate seafood, stayed in a motel. 66 00:05:02,975 --> 00:05:04,255 It beckons. 67 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:05,614 Does it? 68 00:05:07,451 --> 00:05:09,532 Now, I'm-I'm just supposed to be grateful now? 69 00:05:09,556 --> 00:05:11,659 That-that's what's expected of me? 70 00:05:16,369 --> 00:05:20,520 I will always remember that I loved you once, Marshall. 71 00:05:20,544 --> 00:05:23,393 Then we had a complicated daughter, 72 00:05:23,417 --> 00:05:25,353 and I g***t hard. 73 00:05:26,356 --> 00:05:27,657 Big deal. 74 00:05:30,397 --> 00:05:32,444 Th-that's the sum of your collected wisdom 75 00:05:32,468 --> 00:05:34,582 about who you are? 76 00:05:34,606 --> 00:05:36,419 Let's set the record straight. 77 00:05:36,443 --> 00:05:38,423 "Hard" implies 78 00:05:38,447 --> 00:05:40,927 that you are still a recognizable human, 79 00:05:40,951 --> 00:05:44,000 but you are impossible to categorize. 80 00:05:44,024 --> 00:05:47,274 A chimera, a f***g beast made of fury. 81 00:05:47,298 --> 00:05:48,710 And good luck letting that go, 82 00:05:48,734 --> 00:05:50,614 because it's engrained in you, Lois. 83 00:05:50,638 --> 00:05:52,584 - It is you, Lois. - M-Marshall. 84 00:05:52,608 --> 00:05:53,653 Let's not do this. She's trying to 85 00:05:53,677 --> 00:05:54,955 no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 86 00:05:54,979 --> 00:05:56,392 I did want you to die. You bet. 87 00:05:56,416 --> 00:05:58,263 It would've been a f***g mercy to both of us. 88 00:05:58,287 --> 00:06:00,734 The c***t... and the a***e keel over. 89 00:06:00,758 --> 00:06:03,129 Both of us need to be dead. 90 00:06:04,632 --> 00:06:07,437 The world would be prettier. 91 00:06:10,143 --> 00:06:12,281 That's our show, folks. 92 00:06:37,464 --> 00:06:39,478 I have to tell you, Ms. Lois, 93 00:06:39,502 --> 00:06:41,282 I think the virgin Mary would forgive me, 94 00:06:41,306 --> 00:06:43,286 but this cone is heaven. 95 00:06:43,310 --> 00:06:46,158 It's-it's heaven. We should come to dairy queen every day. 96 00:06:46,182 --> 00:06:48,463 Should we do that? 97 00:06:48,487 --> 00:06:51,536 Time to go see the kid. 98 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:54,708 Don't know why you won't let sleeping dogs lie. 99 00:06:54,732 --> 00:06:56,612 If you don't, you'll get up with fleas. 100 00:06:56,636 --> 00:07:00,643 That's actually two sayings conflated into one. 101 00:07:03,083 --> 00:07:05,330 I don't know why you were just a cop. 102 00:07:05,354 --> 00:07:09,361 With that fancy education, you could have been a dentist. 103 00:07:10,397 --> 00:07:12,734 What? 104 00:07:52,715 --> 00:07:54,595 It's good to see you. 105 00:07:54,619 --> 00:07:56,766 So... so, what is this? 106 00:07:56,790 --> 00:07:58,636 Are you here to beg for more forgiveness, 107 00:07:58,660 --> 00:08:01,509 - to apologize more? I mean... - Nah. 108 00:08:01,533 --> 00:08:03,302 I know I was a bad mother. 109 00:08:04,505 --> 00:08:07,120 An unforgivable one, eventually. 110 00:08:07,144 --> 00:08:08,489 "Eventually"? 111 00:08:08,513 --> 00:08:11,295 But you... Little girl, you sucked. 112 00:08:11,319 --> 00:08:14,301 And I was there for you through all of it. 113 00:08:14,325 --> 00:08:16,305 The two nervous breakdowns, 114 00:08:16,329 --> 00:08:18,443 the-the-the time you joined a goddamn cult. 115 00:08:18,467 --> 00:08:19,812 Okay, I did not join a cult. 116 00:08:19,836 --> 00:08:21,415 - That was a group of like-minded... - a cult. 117 00:08:21,439 --> 00:08:24,121 All the bad boyfriends. 118 00:08:24,145 --> 00:08:26,525 I was there for all of it, merritt, 119 00:08:26,549 --> 00:08:28,630 and I tried and I tried. 120 00:08:28,654 --> 00:08:30,400 So, what, all of this justifies 121 00:08:30,424 --> 00:08:32,404 you sleeping with the man that I married? 122 00:08:32,428 --> 00:08:34,808 Of course not, merritt. 123 00:08:34,832 --> 00:08:38,506 But you were a bitch for two decades. 124 00:08:39,875 --> 00:08:41,555 And I had had enough. 125 00:08:41,579 --> 00:08:42,814 So... 126 00:08:43,683 --> 00:08:45,530 What, did you want to make it impossible 127 00:08:45,554 --> 00:08:47,167 for me to ever touch him again? 128 00:08:47,191 --> 00:08:48,603 You marked him like a dog. 129 00:08:48,627 --> 00:08:51,765 He g***t me, merritt. My ways. 130 00:08:53,170 --> 00:08:54,648 He and I had more in common 131 00:08:54,672 --> 00:08:56,285 than the two of you, if we gonna be real about it. 132 00:08:56,309 --> 00:08:57,854 My god, did you love him? 133 00:08:57,878 --> 00:08:59,825 Did you? 134 00:08:59,849 --> 00:09:02,164 Or was he just a provocation? 135 00:09:02,188 --> 00:09:05,460 Can a crazy person actually love? 136 00:09:06,496 --> 00:09:08,142 'Cause you were crazy. 137 00:09:08,166 --> 00:09:09,478 And so was I. 138 00:09:09,502 --> 00:09:12,184 Merritt. 139 00:09:12,208 --> 00:09:15,590 The things we do to each other, us humans. 140 00:09:15,614 --> 00:09:17,894 If you knew how bad it could get, 141 00:09:17,918 --> 00:09:20,824 maybe you would've been less of a s***t all those years. 142 00:09:21,626 --> 00:09:24,732 That's why you stole...