My Mom Jayne A Film By Mariska Hargitay -edith En (2025) Subtitles

At 00:00:13,972, Character said: About an hour ago, a big crowd
walked in our stage door,

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At 00:00:17,976, Character said: and it was Jayne Mansfield.

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At 00:00:21,021, Character said: Here she is,
the lovely Jayne Mansfield.

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At 00:01:39,933, Character said: I feel like Mother Goose
I have so many children.

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At 00:01:42,727, Character said: What are their names? Who's that?

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At 00:01:44,354, Character said: This is Miklós.

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At 00:01:45,563, Character said: Hi, Miklós.

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At 00:01:47,023, Character said: - Maria...
- Pardon? Who are you?

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At 00:01:54,447, Character said: This little fella, what's his name?

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At 00:01:55,865, Character said: What is your name?

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At 00:01:57,033, Character said: - Zolie!
- What?

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At 00:01:59,869, Character said: Get your own show, kid, will ya?

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At 00:02:05,041, Character said: What's your name, darling?

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At 00:02:10,922, Character said: Maria.

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At 00:02:18,680, Character said: I feel that if you bear children,

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At 00:02:21,015, Character said: your first obligation
is to your children,

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At 00:02:23,768, Character said: whether you're a movie star
or whether you wash dishes.

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At 00:02:28,231, Character said: If anything ever happens
to my career,

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At 00:02:30,567, Character said: if I'm in an auto accident,

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At 00:02:32,026, Character said: if my face is scarred,
if I lose my legs...

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At 00:02:34,904, Character said: if any terrible mishap happens,

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At 00:02:38,283, Character said: my children will always be cared for.

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At 00:03:24,579, Character said: I was three years old
when my mom died.

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At 00:03:28,917, Character said: And I don't really have
any memories of her.

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At 00:03:34,839, Character said: I can remember one time
eating a bowl of cereal...

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At 00:03:39,886, Character said: and I remember her touching my hair.

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At 00:03:45,892, Character said: But I don't know
if that's a real memory

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At 00:03:48,937, Character said: or something that I made up
because I wished it happened.

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At 00:03:56,319, Character said: After she passed away,

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At 00:03:58,571, Character said: a moment that's always
stayed with me is when

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At 00:04:01,241, Character said: I found my baby book.

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At 00:04:05,161, Character said: All of my siblings had one,

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At 00:04:08,665, Character said: but when I looked through mine

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At 00:04:11,668, Character said: it was practically empty.

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At 00:04:16,839, Character said: So on top of having no memories,

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At 00:04:20,134, Character said: I think it just gave me
a sense of more loss.

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At 00:04:26,474, Character said: It was like this little hole
in my heart.

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At 00:04:35,400, Character said: As I g***t older,
my dad would say to me,

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At 00:04:38,695, Character said: "Don't read the books
about your mother.

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At 00:04:40,530, Character said: Don't read the books.

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At 00:04:41,864, Character said: You don't need to read those books."

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At 00:04:44,742, Character said: He said that they were full of lies,

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At 00:04:46,452, Character said: full of sensational bullshit.

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At 00:04:49,455, Character said: Things that he didn't want me
to have to deal with.

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At 00:04:53,167, Character said: So I did everything he said
and I never read the books.

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At 00:05:00,008, Character said: At a certain point, I began
to carry a lot of shame

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At 00:05:03,469, Character said: about her image as a s***x symbol

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At 00:05:07,015, Character said: and all the choices
that came with that.

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At 00:05:11,185, Character said: So I pushed the idea of my mom

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At 00:05:13,271, Character said: further and further away
from my life.

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At 00:05:17,859, Character said: But as my career grew,
I started getting fan mail

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At 00:05:21,612, Character said: from people who knew
I was Jayne Mansfield's daughter.

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At 00:05:26,326, Character said: Maybe they knew her
or they had an interaction

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At 00:05:28,911, Character said: or they had a photo.

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At 00:05:30,246, Character said: And... it was just a lot.

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At 00:05:34,000, Character said: "Dear Ms. Hargitay, I have a program

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At 00:05:36,419, Character said: from Gentlemen Prefer Blondes

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At 00:05:38,588, Character said: in which your mother starred."

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At 00:05:40,131, Character said: "Dear Mariska, I was a close
friend of your mom and dad."

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At 00:05:42,300, Character said: "Hello, Mariska.
Jayne lived next door

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At 00:05:45,261, Character said: and would practice
her violin every afternoon."

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At 00:05:48,973, Character said: "Dear Ms. Hargitay,

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At 00:05:50,308, Character said: you should have
this memorabilia of your mom.

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At 00:05:52,852, Character said: They include your birth announcement
and other stuff."

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At 00:05:59,984, Character said: I kept everything
that was sent to me,

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At 00:06:03,321, Character said: and I think
that was sort of the beginning.

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At 00:06:09,660, Character said: My mom became someone that I thought
more and more about.

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At 00:06:14,207, Character said: During the pandemic,
I even threw her a birthday party.

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At 00:06:17,919, Character said: Happy birthday, dear Jayne

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At 00:06:24,801, Character said: Not a lot of people
throw birthday parties

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At 00:06:26,761, Character said: for their dead mothers,

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At 00:06:29,347, Character said: but there was a sort of magic to it.

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At 00:06:35,144, Character said: It was around that time
that I began to feel like

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At 00:06:37,939, Character said: I actually wanted to get to know her.

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At 00:06:41,943, Character said: Not as the s***x symbol
Jayne Mansfield,

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At 00:06:45,279, Character said: but just as Jayne,

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At 00:06:48,533, Character said: my mom Jayne.

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At 00:06:52,829, Character said: My dad, who was my rock,
died in 2006.

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At 00:06:59,627, Character said: And there were so many questions
that I never asked him.

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At 00:07:05,174, Character said: I've also never really talked
to my siblings much

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At 00:07:08,261, Character said: about their experiences.

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At 00:07:12,306, Character said: But I want to understand her now.

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At 00:07:17,103, Character said: Because it's a part of my life,

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At 00:07:19,939, Character said: and a part of me,

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At 00:07:22,233, Character said: that's always felt locked away.

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At 00:07:53,806, Character said: Sorry, let me
bring this in for a sec.

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At 00:07:55,641, Character said: I like the wood on top of that.
It's nice.

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At 00:07:58,186, Character said: - Custom.
- Yeah.

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At 00:08:02,440, Character said: Ready?

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At 00:08:04,775, Character said: So we'll go over here. Careful.

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At 00:08:06,402, Character said: Okay.

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At 00:08:12,950, Character said: Let's kiss like Danmama. Remember?

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At 00:08:15,870, Character said: That's how my grandmother
used to kiss.

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At 00:08:24,253, Character said: Ready?

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At 00:08:28,633, Character said: Okay.

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At 00:08:30,176, Character said: Are we good?

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At 00:08:31,802, Character said: I mean...

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At 00:08:33,721, Character said: - As good as we're gonna be.
- Good as we...

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At 00:08:36,599, Character said: I don't know how the hell you
g***t me to do this!

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At 00:08:42,063, Character said: Trying to make you a...
Trying to make you a big star

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At 00:08:44,732, Character said: with those baby blues.

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At 00:08:46,234, Character said: That's not gonna happen.

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At 00:08:49,820, Character said: So.

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At 00:08:52,698, Character said: - Here we are.
- You ready?

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At 00:08:54,242, Character said: Yes, we are.

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At 00:08:56,202, Character said: We're here.

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At 00:08:57,828, Character said: I've been waiting
for this day for a long time.

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At 00:09:02,291, Character said: And first of all,

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At 00:09:04,794, Character said: I just wanna say
thank you for doing this,

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At 00:09:07,505, Character said: and I feel like I'm nervous now

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At 00:09:10,132, Character said: because I know that you're not a fan

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At 00:09:12,510, Character said: of, you know,
talking about this stuff.

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At 00:09:15,429, Character said: So, we'll see where it goes
and see how we feel,

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At 00:09:17,890, Character said: and if you don't want to talk
about anything, don't.

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At 00:09:20,184, Character said: Thank you, Marish.
Thank you for asking me.

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At 00:09:22,395, Character said: It's an honor, definitely,
and anything you ask,

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At 00:09:26,148, Character said: you know I'm there for you.

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At 00:09:28,150, Character said: Thank you.

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At 00:09:30,319, Character said: I first want to talk about
our childhood a little bit.

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At 00:09:35,032, Character said: Because you have all these memories,
and I'm envious of that.

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At 00:09:38,911, Character said: I don't have memories.

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At 00:09:55,011, Character said: Well, you... your...

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At 00:10:06,230, Character said: Can you cut for a minute?

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At 00:10:18,159, Character said: I guess,

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At 00:10:19,785, Character said: rather than have, like, memories,

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At 00:10:23,414, Character said: it feels more like
I remember an essence.

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At 00:10:28,711, Character said: Like a nuance of the person,
if that makes sense.

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At 00:10:35,426, Character said: I remember her presence...

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At 00:10:39,722, Character said: and I remember some
of the feelings of that time.

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At 00:10:47,980, Character said: I have to kind of dig deep
to find them.

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At 00:10:51,067, Character said: But the general feeling
was good in those early days.

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At 00:11:11,128, Character said: Back then, we were living in Texas,

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At 00:11:16,425, Character said: and it was just me and her.

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At 00:11:20,971, Character said: I mean, I can just picture her,

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At 00:11:24,183, Character said: 'cause she was so young.

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At 00:11:27,436, Character said: My father,...