1883.S01E06.eng Subtitles

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00:00:25,234 --> 00:00:29,Elsa: We moved towards doan's
crossing and the red river.

00:00:29,780 --> 00:00:33,And tragedy's next opportunity
to ravage what's left of us...

00:00:37,621 --> 00:00:39,My mother says the pain will fade.

00:00:39,957 --> 00:00:42,And the good memories will return.

00:00:42,668 --> 00:00:44,I suppose that's true.

00:00:46,129 --> 00:00:49,Every person on this planet
will endure this pain

00:00:49,466 --> 00:00:51,until they are the cause of it
for another.

00:00:53,011 --> 00:00:56,Someday, I'll die
and shatter hearts, too.

00:00:58,058 --> 00:01:00,But that is not today.

00:01:01,019 --> 00:01:03,Today I ** living and I'm the shattered.

00:01:23,667 --> 00:01:26,Thomas: Oughta try and hire a cowboy
away from 'em.

00:01:26,837 --> 00:01:28,And a cook.

00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:31,Can't mess with an outfit's cook.

00:01:31,425 --> 00:01:33,You steal their cattle
and they wouldn't be madder.

00:01:34,678 --> 00:01:37,I ain't looking for a gun fight
this morning.

00:01:37,973 --> 00:01:41,We'll hire a cook and a cowboy
going the other way at doan's.

00:01:43,604 --> 00:01:44,How's she doing?

00:01:46,732 --> 00:01:48,About how you'd expect.

00:02:47,292 --> 00:02:49,- You hungry?
- No.

00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:53,- Where are you going?
- I need some privacy.

00:02:53,924 --> 00:02:55,Why do you need privacy?

00:02:57,928 --> 00:02:59,I g***t my period.

00:03:11,817 --> 00:03:13,Elsa: Death is everywhere.

00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:17,It follows us like a stray dog,

00:03:18,615 --> 00:03:20,waiting to devour us like scraps.

00:03:24,079 --> 00:03:29,The pain it causes is so acute,
so complete...

00:03:32,629 --> 00:03:36,It's hard to understand
how it benefits us, as a species.

00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:43,Elsa: What purpose does pain serve?

00:03:46,351 --> 00:03:49,I understand desire and fear...

00:03:51,898 --> 00:03:53,And love...

00:03:54,985 --> 00:03:58,And how they protect us
and better our lives and bring new life.

00:04:01,324 --> 00:04:02,But grief...

00:04:03,994 --> 00:04:09,If I weren't so consumed by it,
it would baffle me.

00:04:26,099 --> 00:04:27,I know how you feel.

00:04:29,186 --> 00:04:30,A lot of people are gonna tell you that.

00:04:32,647 --> 00:04:35,Whether it's the truth or not,
I don't know.

00:04:37,778 --> 00:04:40,But I know it's true when I say it.

00:04:41,698 --> 00:04:44,I have sat right where you're sitting,

00:04:44,534 --> 00:04:45,thinking the same thing.

00:04:47,204 --> 00:04:48,Thinking I don't want to live
without them.

00:04:50,373 --> 00:04:51,Don't see the point.

00:04:52,876 --> 00:04:54,Still do most days.

00:04:57,798 --> 00:04:59,But here I **...

00:05:00,675 --> 00:05:01,Living without them.

00:05:07,224 --> 00:05:08,Well...

00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:11,My reasons'd be different than yours.

00:05:13,522 --> 00:05:15,I don't have anyone left who loves me.

00:05:18,276 --> 00:05:19,You do.

00:05:26,368 --> 00:05:27,I'll tell you a secret.

00:05:39,047 --> 00:05:41,I'll tell you why
I'm still sucking air today.

00:05:44,719 --> 00:05:46,I'm headed to the ocean.

00:05:50,433 --> 00:05:51,The ocean?

00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:58,An apache scout told me once...

00:06:01,653 --> 00:06:03,That when you love somebody,
you trade souls with them.

00:06:06,116 --> 00:06:10,They get a piece of yours,
and you get a piece of theirs.

00:06:14,457 --> 00:06:16,But when your love dies...

00:06:20,589 --> 00:06:22,A little piece of you dies with them.

00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:28,That's why you hurt so bad.

00:06:29,514 --> 00:06:32,But that little piece of him
is still inside you.

00:06:34,811 --> 00:06:39,And he can use your eyes
to see the world.

00:06:44,529 --> 00:06:46,I'm taking my wife to the ocean...

00:06:49,868 --> 00:06:52,And I'm gonna sit on the beach,
and let her see it.

00:06:56,124 --> 00:06:57,That was her dream.

00:07:00,295 --> 00:07:01,Then I'm going to see her.

00:07:04,341 --> 00:07:05,That's my dream.

00:07:12,682 --> 00:07:17,In the meantime,
the herd could sure use its cowgirl.

00:08:22,002 --> 00:08:23,Where you going now?

00:08:29,968 --> 00:08:31,Back to work.

00:10:07,232 --> 00:10:08,Let's hold the herd up here.

00:10:15,448 --> 00:10:16,James: Hold 'em up!

00:10:47,939 --> 00:10:51,If you need something from the traders,
I'll get it for you.

00:10:52,193 --> 00:10:55,You stay here and keep them kids close.

00:10:55,321 --> 00:10:57,There's as many thieves
as traders out there.

00:11:01,452 --> 00:11:05,My husband's things.
I have to sell them.

00:11:06,624 --> 00:11:09,Yes, ma'**, I'll get 'em sold.

00:11:10,503 --> 00:11:11,Thank you.

00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:19,Don't sell that shotgun.

00:11:19,596 --> 00:11:21,- I don't know how to use it.
- I can teach you to use it.

00:11:23,391 --> 00:11:25,You're gonna need it.

00:11:41,159 --> 00:11:45,I wonder if they g***t dairy cows.
'Cause I'd like some milk.

00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:47,Milk will spoil.

00:11:47,624 --> 00:11:49,The way this d***n wagon rattles,

00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:51,milk will be butter in an afternoon.

00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:55,Grab some more coffee too, would you?

00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:59,Take John.
I'd like to spend some time with Elsa.

00:12:01,471 --> 00:12:03,All right, come on, son.

00:12:04,307 --> 00:12:06,Here we go.

00:12:10,855 --> 00:12:12,Don't let those traders swindle you.

00:12:12,815 --> 00:12:14,I plan on doing the swindling.

00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:17,I'll bet.

00:12:30,291 --> 00:12:31,Ride with me.

00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:35,Gotta watch the herd.

00:12:35,922 --> 00:12:38,The first decent grass these cattle
have seen in a week.

00:12:39,133 --> 00:12:40,The cattle will be fine.

00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:42,Wade!

00:12:45,515 --> 00:12:48,I'm gonna take her to the trading post.

00:12:48,351 --> 00:12:49,Do you need anything?

00:12:50,019 --> 00:12:51,Well...

00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:54,I wouldn't be mad at a chocolate bar,
if they happen to have one.

00:12:54,774 --> 00:12:57,If they have one, I'll buy it.

00:12:57,944 --> 00:12:59,Much appreciated.

00:13:01,239 --> 00:13:02,Come on.

00:13:51,748 --> 00:13:52,What?

00:13:54,709 --> 00:13:55,What!

00:13:56,044 --> 00:13:57,You's what.

00:13:57,587 --> 00:13:59,It's a free country.

00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:01,I can look at whatever I want.

00:14:01,257 --> 00:14:05,Judging by the way you're dressed,
you don't mind it.

00:14:07,430 --> 00:14:08,I mind it.

00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:11,What are you going to do about it?

00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,I like this one.

00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:18,Let me see.

00:14:19,942 --> 00:14:21,You've g***t expensive taste, boy.

00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:22,Margaret: James!

00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:27,You gonna shoot me, little girl?

00:14:30,119 --> 00:14:32,Goddam right I **.

00:14:34,582 --> 00:14:36,It's harder to do than you think.

00:14:36,459 --> 00:14:37,No, it ain't.

00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,It comes real natural to me.

00:14:41,464 --> 00:14:45,Look, we was just funnin'
and she pulls iron.

00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:47,I guess she wasn't having too much fun.

00:14:47,762 --> 00:14:50,All right. All right.

00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:53,Just... I put it down, okay?

00:14:54,477 --> 00:14:55,I put it down.

00:14:56,104 --> 00:14:57,James.

00:14:57,313 --> 00:14:59,I don't wanna waste looking
over my shoulder for you.

00:14:59,357 --> 00:15:00,You won't find us if you do.

00:15:01,526 --> 00:15:03,We's headed to fort worth.

00:15:03,194 --> 00:15:04,Well, I'd be headed that way.

00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:25,What is wrong with you?

00:15:26,509 --> 00:15:27,Give it to me.

00:15:30,304 --> 00:15:33,You don't point this at anyone
unless you plan on using it.

00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,I was gonna use it.

00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,Go to camp, and you wait there!

00:16:29,739 --> 00:16:32,Whoo! Pretty short fuse on that girl.

00:16:33,618 --> 00:16:35,It's not long.

00:16:36,078 --> 00:16:39,Some of them cowgirls
is ranker than the cowboys.

00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:41,Like they ain't never had a mother.

00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:43,I'm her mother.

00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:49,Would you like a lemonade?

00:16:50,176 --> 00:16:51,I would not, thank you.

00:16:55,431 --> 00:16:57,How 'bout a whiskey punch?

00:17:01,479 --> 00:17:03,You look like you could use it.

00:17:07,777 --> 00:17:08,Would you join me?

00:17:10,613 --> 00:17:13,Sister, I been joining you since noon.

00:17:24,085 --> 00:17:25,Ice.

00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:28,My husband bought a block
in fort worth in January.

00:17:28,714 --> 00:17:30,G***t the ice box down our well.

00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:34,Hundred-pound block will last till June
if we don't get in there much.

00:17:35,346 --> 00:17:38,This is the last of it
and I ain't letting one bit go to waste....