Moby Doc (2021) [1080p] [WEBRip] [5.1] [YTS.MX] Movie Subtitles

1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:06,876 --> 00:00:09,226 [wind howling] 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:11,272 [birds twittering] 5 00:00:12,708 --> 00:00:14,405 [sounds growing louder] 6 00:00:21,891 --> 00:00:23,588 [soft static buzzing] 7 00:00:23,632 --> 00:00:26,026 [video equipment clattering] 8 00:00:29,246 --> 00:00:34,556 So you might wonder why I just clapped, 9 00:00:34,599 --> 00:00:37,211 uh... 10 00:00:37,254 --> 00:00:41,171 because I'm sitting in my studio by myself 11 00:00:41,215 --> 00:00:44,087 and ** I, 12 00:00:44,131 --> 00:00:45,828 ** I applauding myself? 13 00:00:45,871 --> 00:00:48,352 [electronica playing] 14 00:00:48,396 --> 00:00:51,790 I guess a good place to start is a simple question. 15 00:00:51,834 --> 00:00:53,183 Why in the world 16 00:00:53,227 --> 00:00:56,534 would I want to make a documentary about myself? 17 00:00:59,146 --> 00:01:02,714 And I think that's a pretty legitimate question. 18 00:01:02,758 --> 00:01:05,065 [upbeat electronica playing] 19 00:01:05,108 --> 00:01:07,502 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 20 00:01:07,545 --> 00:01:10,896 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! 21 00:01:19,166 --> 00:01:21,951 On one hand, I've had a strange life. 22 00:01:21,994 --> 00:01:25,781 I grew up very poor in a very wealthy environment. 23 00:01:27,521 --> 00:01:31,221 My strange life as a musician has taken me 24 00:01:31,265 --> 00:01:35,182 to a lot of very odd places, literally and figuratively. 25 00:01:38,140 --> 00:01:40,229 And I guess I could make a documentary about that. 26 00:01:40,274 --> 00:01:43,886 Just another biopic about a weird musician. 27 00:01:46,410 --> 00:01:51,807 What's more interesting is, at least to me, is... 28 00:01:53,287 --> 00:01:55,898 well, the why of it. 29 00:01:57,465 --> 00:01:58,944 The why of everything. 30 00:01:58,988 --> 00:02:00,816 The, why do we do what we do? 31 00:02:02,296 --> 00:02:04,254 Our very short lives 32 00:02:04,298 --> 00:02:08,258 quite possibly have very little significance. 33 00:02:08,301 --> 00:02:12,175 As far as we can tell, we're in a universe that is vast 34 00:02:12,219 --> 00:02:14,090 beyond our imagining, 35 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:16,136 ancient beyond our imagining. 36 00:02:17,789 --> 00:02:21,706 But yet, all of us generally work from a place 37 00:02:21,750 --> 00:02:24,274 where we think that our actions have meaning, 38 00:02:24,318 --> 00:02:26,668 our lives have consequences. 39 00:02:29,018 --> 00:02:30,976 And that if we do things in a certain way, 40 00:02:31,020 --> 00:02:32,978 if we do things in a right way, 41 00:02:33,022 --> 00:02:36,939 that our lives might somehow be better. 42 00:02:36,982 --> 00:02:40,290 If I had legitimacy, if I had some money, 43 00:02:40,334 --> 00:02:42,292 if I was recognized for what I did 44 00:02:42,336 --> 00:02:44,947 and for who I was, and if I was esteemed... 45 00:02:44,990 --> 00:02:48,777 One of the most innovative figures in the world of electronic dance music, Moby. 46 00:02:48,820 --> 00:02:51,345 ...happiness, and meaning would ensue. 47 00:02:51,388 --> 00:02:54,739 And honestly, that's why I want to make this movie, 48 00:02:54,783 --> 00:02:57,567 because I think that a lot of us 49 00:02:57,612 --> 00:03:00,310 still work under those assumptions, 50 00:03:00,354 --> 00:03:02,225 that if we do the right thing, 51 00:03:02,269 --> 00:03:06,229 if we have the right existential portfolio, 52 00:03:06,273 --> 00:03:09,754 if we have the right people, the right amount of money, 53 00:03:09,798 --> 00:03:11,843 the right home or homes, 54 00:03:11,887 --> 00:03:14,368 the right job, the right amount of recognition, 55 00:03:14,411 --> 00:03:18,154 then everything will suddenly make sense 56 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:21,591 and we'll be happy and we'll live for a long time 57 00:03:21,636 --> 00:03:22,985 and we will die contented. 58 00:03:27,903 --> 00:03:33,213 There's one huge problem with that, though. 59 00:03:33,256 --> 00:03:37,695 That's never actually been the case for anyone. 60 00:03:37,739 --> 00:03:42,656 It's almost like we assume that it's not true for everyone else, 61 00:03:42,700 --> 00:03:48,793 but that if we figure it out, like if I figure out my perfect existential portfolio, 62 00:03:48,837 --> 00:03:54,016 that I will find perfect human happiness, 63 00:03:54,059 --> 00:03:57,672 but I tried, and it didn't work. 64 00:04:08,378 --> 00:04:10,293 [ethereal electronica playing] 65 00:04:28,746 --> 00:04:30,270 This is my dream. 66 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,778 [ambient electronica pulsing] 67 00:05:13,878 --> 00:05:15,706 [upbeat electronica playing] 68 00:05:51,525 --> 00:05:54,658 - [music stops] - [cow lowing in distance] 69 00:05:58,575 --> 00:06:01,709 So we're revisiting 70 00:06:01,752 --> 00:06:07,149 New York City in 1966. 71 00:06:07,192 --> 00:06:09,281 So yes, I was born in Harlem. 72 00:06:09,325 --> 00:06:12,720 Let's make it nighttime. 73 00:06:12,763 --> 00:06:15,592 Rrrrr... There's New York City. 74 00:06:15,636 --> 00:06:17,507 - [horns honking] - Rrrr, rrrr! 75 00:06:19,944 --> 00:06:23,383 My dad, we'll have him wearing glasses 76 00:06:23,426 --> 00:06:28,475 because the truth is, I don't remember my father at all, 77 00:06:28,518 --> 00:06:32,957 but in my mind he wore glasses, 78 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:37,353 and unlike me, he had hair. 79 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:41,618 My mom, because I'm not the best drawer in the world, 80 00:06:41,662 --> 00:06:44,795 I have a feeling she's going to look... 81 00:06:44,839 --> 00:06:49,234 Oh, she actually looks almost feminine, maybe. 82 00:06:49,278 --> 00:06:51,976 Little baby me. 83 00:06:52,020 --> 00:06:54,457 We also need some animals. 84 00:06:54,501 --> 00:07:00,028 When I was growing up in Harlem we had a pet dog, 85 00:07:00,071 --> 00:07:03,118 one or two cats, and a bunch of rats, 86 00:07:03,161 --> 00:07:06,338 because my father was, 87 00:07:06,382 --> 00:07:08,471 he worked in the chemistry department at Columbia 88 00:07:08,515 --> 00:07:11,039 and he brought home some test rats. 89 00:07:11,082 --> 00:07:13,650 They were in their twenties. 90 00:07:13,694 --> 00:07:17,132 They were in New York, and they hung out in the Village 91 00:07:17,175 --> 00:07:20,352 and talked about poetry and politics. 92 00:07:28,752 --> 00:07:30,972 And they had me, 93 00:07:31,015 --> 00:07:32,930 and then very quickly realized like, 94 00:07:32,974 --> 00:07:37,544 "Oh, having a newborn in a basement apartment in Harlem." 95 00:07:37,587 --> 00:07:40,721 And my dad had been a heavy drinker apparently, 96 00:07:40,764 --> 00:07:43,680 but then apparently he started drinking more and more and more, 97 00:07:43,724 --> 00:07:47,249 - and my mom yelling... - Get out of my house! 98 00:07:47,292 --> 00:07:48,903 - ...him yelling back... - Yaaaaaa! 99 00:07:48,946 --> 00:07:51,906 And then him disappearing on drunken binges. 100 00:07:51,949 --> 00:07:56,519 So because I lived with two very angry parents 101 00:07:56,563 --> 00:07:59,827 who were screaming at each other and smoking cigarettes and drinking, 102 00:07:59,870 --> 00:08:05,485 the only calm sort of stable presence in the apartment 103 00:08:05,528 --> 00:08:06,877 were the animals. 104 00:08:06,921 --> 00:08:10,228 The cat, the dog, the rescued lab rats, 105 00:08:10,272 --> 00:08:12,535 represented here by chihuahuas. 106 00:08:12,579 --> 00:08:16,147 At an early age, when I was a tiny little baby, 107 00:08:16,191 --> 00:08:21,892 I learned a lesson, which is that animals are nice and people are terrifying. 108 00:08:21,936 --> 00:08:26,941 And then after a couple of years of this, they had a huge fight, 109 00:08:26,984 --> 00:08:30,814 and my mother told my father, "I can't do this anymore. 110 00:08:30,858 --> 00:08:34,731 I want a divorce, and I'm taking your son away from you." 111 00:08:34,775 --> 00:08:39,736 So, my father g***t drunk 112 00:08:39,780 --> 00:08:41,650 and g***t in his car... 113 00:08:52,575 --> 00:08:54,359 and drove into a wall... 114 00:08:55,883 --> 00:08:57,580 at a hundred miles an hour. 115 00:08:57,624 --> 00:09:00,104 [car crashes] 116 00:09:00,148 --> 00:09:03,847 So my mother was a widow at the age of 23 117 00:09:03,891 --> 00:09:05,762 with her crying newborn, 118 00:09:05,806 --> 00:09:10,767 a bunch of animals in a basement apartment in Harlem. 119 00:09:22,083 --> 00:09:25,565 [ominous ambient music playing] 120 00:09:27,828 --> 00:09:30,395 [somber electronica playing] 121 00:10:17,399 --> 00:10:19,227 [marching band playing] 122 00:10:24,928 --> 00:10:26,016 [music stops] 123 00:10:26,060 --> 00:10:27,670 Hi. 124 00:10:27,714 --> 00:10:30,151 So I'm Moby and I'm the director of this scene 125 00:10:30,194 --> 00:10:33,633 and we will be reenacting some scenes from my childhood. 126 00:10:33,676 --> 00:10:35,417 - I'd like to introduce our players. - [upbeat music playing] 127 00:10:35,460 --> 00:10:37,941 Laura, would you step in? 128 00:10:37,985 --> 00:10:40,204 This is Laura and she'll be playing my mom. 129 00:10:40,248 --> 00:10:43,599 Hi, I'm Laura Dawn and I'm playing Moby's mom. 130 00:10:43,643 --> 00:10:45,688 Daniel, would you like to step in? 131 00:10:45,732 --> 00:10:48,256 Who will be playing my mom's scumbag boyfriend. 132 00:10:48,299 --> 00:10:50,998 Hi, my name is Daniel Ahearn. 133 00:10:51,040 --> 00:10:53,522 I'll be playing the scumbag boyfriend. 134 00:10:55,045 --> 00:10:56,438 And this is Daron, 135 00:10:56,481 --> 00:11:00,616 and he'll be playing me at about age, say three. 136 00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:03,706 Hi, my name's Daron Murphy and I'll be playing young Moby. 137 00:11:03,750 --> 00:11:06,491 MOBY: Yeah. Perfect. Life has already gone wrong. 138...