Maggie Green and Penny Pax - An Unconventional Love 02 - MissaX Movie Subtitles

1 00:00:08,460 --> 00:00:09,780 I g***t into the bathtub. 2 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:11,700 I cried. 3 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:29,400 It was as if he was washing the man off of me. 4 00:00:29,980 --> 00:00:34,280 The same was back, and I welcomed him wiping me clean. 5 00:00:34,800 --> 00:00:36,320 I knew I was forgiven. 6 00:00:37,390 --> 00:00:38,990 We didn't speak of it for months. 7 00:00:39,710 --> 00:00:41,470 But my heart had changed. 8 00:00:42,430 --> 00:00:43,670 I needed excitement. 9 00:00:44,010 --> 00:00:47,870 It was a requirement, just as important as air and water. 10 00:00:48,950 --> 00:00:51,350 I also needed to love my husband. 11 00:00:51,770 --> 00:00:53,990 But I lusted for someone new. 12 00:00:54,770 --> 00:00:59,390 I don't get it. You felt ashamed, but you did it again? 13 00:01:00,030 --> 00:01:06,130 Well, I've started to kind of see the shame as a turn -on. You know, it's... 14 00:01:06,130 --> 00:01:07,270 because it's wrong. 15 00:01:10,110 --> 00:01:11,110 What? 16 00:01:13,170 --> 00:01:16,290 I understand. I totally understand. 17 00:01:16,890 --> 00:01:21,490 Mm -hmm. There are things that you, like... Live through to understand. 18 00:01:21,970 --> 00:01:22,970 Mm -hmm. 19 00:01:23,870 --> 00:01:24,870 Yeah. 20 00:01:25,130 --> 00:01:29,210 I mean, you're not judging me or thinking any less of me, are you? 21 00:01:29,650 --> 00:01:32,830 It's not my secret, and it's not my place to judge it. 22 00:01:34,760 --> 00:01:36,480 Besides, I have my own secrets. 23 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:39,900 I had s***x with Chad. 24 00:01:42,420 --> 00:01:47,780 And I've been trying for over a year to make it all right, and yet it's not all 25 00:01:47,780 --> 00:01:52,060 right. I know what I did was wrong, and I can't take it back. 26 00:01:53,060 --> 00:01:56,960 Like that night that you had with that man, it changed me. 27 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:02,620 You had s***x with your stepdad? I didn't judge you when you were playing your 28 00:02:02,620 --> 00:02:03,800 husband as a cuckold. 29 00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:06,280 No, no, no. I'm not judging you. 30 00:02:06,620 --> 00:02:10,479 I'm sorry if it came off that way. I'm just surprised. 31 00:02:10,979 --> 00:02:17,400 It's like you have this dirty thought and it's appalling but you get off to it 32 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:24,060 and it makes it less appalling and then the thought comes again and again and 33 00:02:24,060 --> 00:02:30,800 pretty soon it's like this dirty fantasy that you have and then it... 34 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:34,360 Just keeps going and going, and it turns into, like, an obsession. 35 00:02:34,760 --> 00:02:38,080 But still, you never think that it's going to go anywhere. Nothing's going to 36 00:02:38,080 --> 00:02:39,080 happen. 37 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:41,000 Until it does. 38 00:02:43,780 --> 00:02:46,860 Well, your husband left you. 39 00:02:47,240 --> 00:02:49,780 And that gave you an opportunity. 40 00:02:50,340 --> 00:02:51,960 No, you g***t it wrong. 41 00:02:52,560 --> 00:02:56,300 I left him, and it was at Chad's insistence. 42 00:02:56,680 --> 00:02:58,220 And then Chad pursued me. 43 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:01,860 Do you think he's in love with you? 44 00:03:02,340 --> 00:03:08,600 Well, he thought he was, but I don't think he could love me as he could love 45 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:10,660 girl his own age. Oh, my God. That's crazy. 46 00:03:10,980 --> 00:03:13,320 People fall in love with whoever they fall in love with. 47 00:03:14,220 --> 00:03:16,180 Yeah, but think of this. I'm twice his age. 48 00:03:16,820 --> 00:03:19,540 So when he's my age, he'd have to be, like, my nurse. 49 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:22,480 That's okay. 50 00:03:22,640 --> 00:03:25,600 So what happened with your husband? 51 00:03:27,060 --> 00:03:29,960 Joe and I were in love, or at least I thought we were. 52 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:35,740 He was never very affectionate, but we were best friends. And hey, every girl 53 00:03:35,740 --> 00:03:37,400 wants to marry her best friend, right? 54 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:39,240 We were content. 55 00:03:39,680 --> 00:03:43,420 Not so much head over heels in love like some fairy tale. 56 00:03:44,380 --> 00:03:47,820 Until his old friend from college moved into town, Alex. 57 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:50,260 That's when Joe changed. 58 00:03:51,940 --> 00:03:53,920 There were signs and I ignored them. 59 00:03:54,900 --> 00:03:59,980 I just... Dad is... 60 00:04:00,520 --> 00:04:01,520 Seeing someone else. 61 00:04:01,900 --> 00:04:04,020 I hope you know that, right? 62 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:06,640 No. 63 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:12,040 What? Every time I talk to him, he's hanging out with his friend Alex. 64 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:13,520 Yeah, Alex. 65 00:04:14,620 --> 00:04:18,959 Alex is the reason my birth mother left my dad. 66 00:04:20,959 --> 00:04:21,959 What? 67 00:04:23,220 --> 00:04:26,420 Mom, dad is gay. 68 00:04:29,290 --> 00:04:34,070 He Alex's his old college girlfriend. 69 00:04:34,790 --> 00:04:40,150 I never imagined that he was gay, but I did suspect that he was seeing another 70 00:04:40,150 --> 00:04:41,150 woman. 71 00:04:41,410 --> 00:04:43,590 He never came home when he said he would. 72 00:04:43,910 --> 00:04:46,210 There were credit card bills for hotel rooms. 73 00:04:46,850 --> 00:04:50,650 He always had a perfect excuse, and he made me feel crazy. 74 00:04:51,730 --> 00:04:57,430 I kept questioning Joe, calling him, and his irritation towards me turned into 75 00:04:57,430 --> 00:04:58,430 anger. 76 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:01,940 We didn't even talk anymore. We were just like roommates. 77 00:05:03,460 --> 00:05:07,640 The relationship was over, regardless if he was having an affair or not. 78 00:05:08,660 --> 00:05:10,300 I think he resented me. 79 00:05:11,840 --> 00:05:14,640 Chad had seen it before with his mom, and he showed me proof. 80 00:05:16,100 --> 00:05:22,080 Listen, I want you to understand that this has nothing to do with you. 81 00:05:22,680 --> 00:05:25,440 It's him, okay? 82 00:05:25,920 --> 00:05:27,540 And you're a beautiful woman. 83 00:05:28,710 --> 00:05:31,830 And I thought that you would be the one to change him. 84 00:05:32,750 --> 00:05:37,450 But he'll never admit it. And he'll never leave you. 85 00:05:37,770 --> 00:05:40,530 So you're going to have to leave him. 86 00:05:44,310 --> 00:05:47,030 I can't. I don't believe it. 87 00:05:47,590 --> 00:05:50,570 I don't even... I know. 88 00:05:51,610 --> 00:05:56,050 I know. Your father and I, we... Yeah, I know. 89 00:05:56,330 --> 00:05:57,330 I know. 90 00:06:10,890 --> 00:06:17,110 My marriage to Joe was falling apart, and all I was doing was worrying about 91 00:06:17,110 --> 00:06:21,510 what other people would think of me. Like, my mom, who thinks it's a sin to 92 00:06:21,510 --> 00:06:26,230 divorced, and there's my dad, who thinks I can't keep a man satisfied. 93 00:06:27,330 --> 00:06:28,490 And then my friends. 94 00:06:28,770 --> 00:06:34,090 I never judged you or thought anything negative at the time. I know, I know, 95 00:06:34,090 --> 00:06:39,930 divorce is a failure, and painfully sad, and I... 96 00:06:40,490 --> 00:06:45,510 I felt so responsible the entire time. Like there's something I could have done 97 00:06:45,510 --> 00:06:47,370 to keep my husband happier. 98 00:06:47,770 --> 00:06:48,770 And Chad. 99 00:06:48,790 --> 00:06:51,010 I'm sure he told you how absurd that is. 100 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:53,870 I know. 101 00:06:54,150 --> 00:06:55,250 I'm here for you, okay? 102 00:06:55,470 --> 00:06:57,110 I'm here for you. 103 00:06:57,810 --> 00:07:01,610 I g***t you. I g***t you, okay? 104 00:07:02,070 --> 00:07:03,950 I g***t you, okay? 105 00:07:05,610 --> 00:07:07,290 There was a ringing in my ears. 106 00:07:07,910 --> 00:07:09,230 I couldn't hear him. 107 00:07:09,960 --> 00:07:12,420 I was overwhelmed. I don't know who kissed who. 108 00:07:12,940 --> 00:07:14,740 I think it was him that kissed me. 109 00:07:15,720 --> 00:07:17,100 It felt so right. 110 00:08:31,760 --> 00:08:33,140 Mommy loves you so much. 111 00:09:19,660 --> 00:09:20,660 I know. 112 00:09:58,580 --> 00:10:00,140 I shouldn't. I know. 113 00:10:02,600 --> 00:10:06,680 He's never going to know. 114 00:10:07,720 --> 00:10:09,040 Don't be horrible, sir. 115 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:13,640 Just between us. 116 00:10:14,060 --> 00:10:15,240 No one else. 117 00:12:04,410 --> 00:12:08,210 Yeah. Oh s***t. 118 00:12:47,290 --> 00:12:48,570 Oh, f***k. 119 00:12:48,830 --> 00:12:51,950 He has a f***g big heart attack. 120 00:12:52,350 --> 00:12:53,810 It's so awful. 121 00:13:43,670 --> 00:13:45,250 Oh, God. 122 00:13:47,170 --> 00:13:49,090 Oh, f***k you. 123 00:13:49,490 --> 00:13:50,710 Oh, God. 124 00:13:51,870 --> 00:13:54,010 Oh, God. 125 00:13:54,630 --> 00:13:55,750 Oh, God. 126 00:13:56,170 --> 00:13:57,470 Oh, God. 127 00:13:57,690 --> 00:14:00,590 Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. 128 00:14:00,970 --> 00:14:01,970 Oh, 129 00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:04,810 God. 130 00:14:35,750 --> 00:14:36,750 It's so wrong. 131 00:14:43,140 --> 00:14:44,140 What do you say, Mommy? 132 00:14:45,120 --> 00:14:46,540 I'm going to get a stepmom for this. 133 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:51,340 That's how I'm going to show you. 134 00:15:58,090 --> 00:15:59,090 Mmm. 135 00:17:04,560 --> 00:17:07,240 It's so wrong calling you mom. I know. 136 00:17:11,720 --> 00:17:17,680 Dad would be so f***g pissed. 137 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:21,349 He doesn't give a f***k anyways. 138 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:52,400 Yeah. 139 00:18:28,010 --> 00:18:29,410 Oh. 140 00:19:38,879 --> 00:19:43,680 Oh my god. 141 00:21:51,550 --> 00:21:52,550 Yes. 142 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:14,300 Yeah, right there. 143 00:24:14,760 --> 00:24:16,920 You like that baby? 144 00:24:17,260 --> 00:24:18,260 Yeah?...