Lost,.Lost,.Lost.1976.1080p.BluRay.x264-[YTS.LT] Movie Subtitles

1 00:00:37,205 --> 00:00:40,374 0h, sing, ulysses. 2 00:00:42,293 --> 00:00:44,337 Sing your travels. 3 00:00:50,051 --> 00:00:56,224 Tell where you have been. Tell what you have seen. 4 00:01:02,104 --> 00:01:05,650 And tell a story of a man 5 00:01:07,860 --> 00:01:11,239 who never wanted to leave his home. 6 00:01:14,450 --> 00:01:16,494 Who was happy 7 00:01:16,953 --> 00:01:21,499 and lived among the people he knew 8 00:01:22,500 --> 00:01:24,835 and spoke their language. 9 00:01:27,547 --> 00:01:33,135 Sing, how then he was thrown out 10 00:01:34,845 --> 00:01:35,845 into the world. 11 00:03:13,444 --> 00:03:17,490 Life goes on. Father works in a factory. 12 00:03:18,741 --> 00:03:23,287 In the evening the family gathers together around the table. 13 00:03:23,829 --> 00:03:25,956 Everything is normal. 14 00:03:26,832 --> 00:03:29,168 Everything is very normal. 15 00:03:30,836 --> 00:03:32,963 The only thing is, 16 00:03:33,464 --> 00:03:36,759 you will never know what they think. 17 00:03:37,468 --> 00:03:41,847 You will never know what a displaced person thinks... 18 00:03:42,515 --> 00:03:47,019 In the evening and in New York. 19 00:08:59,039 --> 00:09:04,837 Those were long, lonely evenings, 20 00:09:05,546 --> 00:09:08,716 long, lonely nights. 21 00:09:11,260 --> 00:09:14,096 There was a lot of walking, 22 00:09:16,015 --> 00:09:17,433 walking... 23 00:09:19,435 --> 00:09:23,313 Through the nights of Manhattan. 24 00:09:25,274 --> 00:09:32,406 I don't think I have ever been as lonely. 25 00:12:28,332 --> 00:12:31,793 October 3rd, 1950. 26 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:35,422 I have been trying to write with a pencil. 27 00:12:35,756 --> 00:12:39,551 But my fingers do not really grasp the pencil properly, 28 00:12:39,927 --> 00:12:44,014 not like they used to grasp it a year ago. 29 00:12:44,723 --> 00:12:48,518 From working in the factory my fingers became stiff. 30 00:12:49,061 --> 00:12:52,814 They don't bend, they lost their subtlety of movement. 31 00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:56,360 There are muscles in them I haven't seen before. 32 00:12:56,777 --> 00:12:58,403 They look fatter. 33 00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:01,448 Anyway, I cannot hold the pencil. 34 00:13:01,657 --> 00:13:04,826 So, I go to the typewriter and I begin to type, 35 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:06,370 with one finger. 36 00:13:37,109 --> 00:13:40,445 I'll never forget that Christmas night. 37 00:13:41,446 --> 00:13:44,241 We couldn't sit home. 38 00:13:44,449 --> 00:13:45,701 It was too lonely. 39 00:13:47,369 --> 00:13:48,954 The streets were empty. 40 00:13:50,205 --> 00:13:53,125 We stopped at ginkus' candy store. 41 00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:57,921 Nobody was there. But ginkus was there. 42 00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:01,091 We drank cold beer, 43 00:14:01,883 --> 00:14:06,305 we looked at the street, at the Christmas wrappings. 44 00:14:07,556 --> 00:14:13,687 The wind was blowing bits of newspapers along the street. 45 00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:20,902 Somewhere, in Brooklyn, at the end of the world. 46 00:15:22,130 --> 00:15:24,716 I know I ** sentimental. 47 00:15:25,467 --> 00:15:26,676 You would like... 48 00:15:28,136 --> 00:15:32,557 These images to be more abstract. 49 00:15:33,934 --> 00:15:37,145 It's o.K., call me sentimental. 50 00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:43,568 You sit in your own homes, 51 00:15:45,529 --> 00:15:48,949 but I speak with an accent... 52 00:15:50,826 --> 00:15:54,663 And you don't even know where I come from. 53 00:15:57,707 --> 00:16:03,588 These are some images and some sounds 54 00:16:04,214 --> 00:16:08,885 recorded by someone in exile. 55 00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:18,098 Occasionally we used to escape to stony brook. 56 00:18:19,349 --> 00:18:22,394 I can imagine a house, 57 00:18:22,978 --> 00:18:28,858 maybe in Paris or maybe near Paris... 58 00:18:29,651 --> 00:18:32,028 Where, in the early 20s, 59 00:18:32,279 --> 00:18:36,658 the Russian immigrants used to gather 60 00:18:37,117 --> 00:18:39,119 and exchange their memories... 61 00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:45,458 And then, as the years went by, slowly die. 62 00:18:47,127 --> 00:18:52,132 Such a house for me was the house of lape. 63 00:18:53,842 --> 00:18:59,389 We all gathered there; We all lived on memories there. 64 00:19:00,557 --> 00:19:03,643 Poets, politicians, 65 00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:11,276 and those who did not belong anywhere... 66 00:19:12,027 --> 00:19:15,780 We were all accepted at the house of lape. 67 00:19:17,574 --> 00:19:21,161 This was one of the sundays... 68 00:19:22,495 --> 00:19:27,584 One of the weekends when everybody came 69 00:19:28,293 --> 00:19:32,088 and everybody was embraced. 70 00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:53,485 I remember that weekend. 71 00:19:53,777 --> 00:19:56,112 We sat on the porch, 72 00:19:57,489 --> 00:20:01,034 we looked at the green trees... 73 00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:08,750 At the chairs outside, at the people. 74 00:20:11,628 --> 00:20:14,255 There were so many guests, 75 00:20:15,006 --> 00:20:18,718 so many guests that weekend. 76 00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:24,557 Oh, and bernardas was there... 77 00:20:25,975 --> 00:20:26,975 Playing... 78 00:20:30,772 --> 00:20:33,858 With little branches and stones... 79 00:20:37,696 --> 00:20:39,614 Maybe bits of memories... 80 00:20:42,826 --> 00:20:47,122 We spoke about nothing in particular. 81 00:20:48,206 --> 00:20:51,793 I remember we spoke about Dylan Thomas. 82 00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:43,136 Inside, there was music. 83 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:02,382 You danced... 84 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:07,595 Then we all ran out, our little group. 85 00:23:08,012 --> 00:23:10,431 Vida, and your friend... 86 00:23:10,765 --> 00:23:15,103 I don't remember her name now... 87 00:23:16,187 --> 00:23:20,733 But we all ran to the woods, and to the beach, 88 00:23:21,776 --> 00:23:23,361 and there we played. 89 00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:09,861 I look at you now from a distance. 90 00:26:11,863 --> 00:26:17,285 Crowds, every Sunday afternoon. 91 00:26:18,494 --> 00:26:20,455 I look at you. 92 00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:27,253 Eh, and you thought it was all so temporary. 93 00:26:27,670 --> 00:26:30,381 Paulius, paulius, I see you. 94 00:26:32,050 --> 00:26:35,887 Remember, last days, that evening... 95 00:26:37,889 --> 00:26:39,807 That evening we all danced 96 00:26:42,393 --> 00:26:48,566 around a young birch tree outside of the barracks. 97 00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:55,907 We thought it will be all so temporary... 98 00:26:56,991 --> 00:27:00,328 We'll be all home soon. 99 00:27:02,747 --> 00:27:06,751 And then we all went in different directions. 100 00:27:08,002 --> 00:27:13,299 I see you, I see... you. 101 00:27:15,343 --> 00:27:18,221 I recognize your faces, 102 00:27:20,807 --> 00:27:24,936 each one is separate in the crowd. 103 00:32:15,768 --> 00:32:18,604 I met prof. Pakstas in Philadelphia. 104 00:32:19,438 --> 00:32:23,651 As a child I used to hear about prof. Pakstas's theories. 105 00:32:23,859 --> 00:32:26,070 He said, Lithuania should buy an island 106 00:32:26,278 --> 00:32:28,489 east of Africa, and move there. 107 00:32:28,697 --> 00:32:30,574 There will never be peace for Lithuania. 108 00:32:30,783 --> 00:32:33,661 It's on the road between Russia and Germany, 109 00:32:33,869 --> 00:32:35,454 between east and west. 110 00:32:35,788 --> 00:32:39,500 Move out, he said... They thought he was crazy. 111 00:32:40,334 --> 00:32:42,920 Now, I see his point. 112 00:32:47,341 --> 00:32:52,471 I didn't have much to do with politics during those years in Brooklyn, 113 00:32:53,055 --> 00:32:57,685 even though the generals had branded me a communist. 114 00:32:58,352 --> 00:33:02,440 Every poet is a communist to the generals. 115 00:33:06,402 --> 00:33:09,238 But I was there, with my camera. 116 00:33:10,197 --> 00:33:13,993 I wanted to be the recording eye, 117 00:33:15,202 --> 00:33:21,000 I wanted to be the camera historian of the exile. 118 00:33:22,251 --> 00:33:25,212 I was there with my camera. 119 00:33:26,672 --> 00:33:27,798 I was there 120 00:33:29,133 --> 00:33:34,555 to record the conflicting passions. 121 00:33:35,848 --> 00:33:37,391 They were there, 122 00:33:38,934 --> 00:33:44,273 Lithuanian communists and Lithuanian nationalists. 123 00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:48,611 And they didn't know... 124 00:33:49,862 --> 00:33:52,531 That they were Lithuanians first... 125 00:33:52,907 --> 00:33:57,578 And only second nationalists and communists. 126 00:33:59,622 --> 00:34:03,751 But they didn't see the truth of each other. 127 00:34:07,630 --> 00:34:12,384 After all, Stalin was still alive. 128 00:34:15,888 --> 00:34:20,601 As I was looking at the overgrown wall, I remembered another wall, 129 00:34:21,810 --> 00:34:23,979 near my uncle's house. 130 00:34:25,064 --> 00:34:29,985 In the silence of the night we used to hear screams 131 00:34:30,569 --> 00:34:34,990 coming from behind the wall, through the night. 132 00:34:35,699 --> 00:34:41,205 Those were headquarters of Stalin's nkvd. 133 00:34:51,340 --> 00:34:56,720 Let my camera record the desperations of the small countries. 134 00:34:57,555 --> 00:35:01,850 Oh, how I hate you, the big nations! 135 00:35:03,477 --> 00:35:07,481 Your big rivers, and your big mountains, 136 00:35:07,690 --> 00:35:10,609 and your big histories, and your big armies, 137 00:35:10,818 --> 00:35:13,445 and your big wars! 138 00:35:14,655 --> 00:35:18,826 And you always get together, like at the United Nations 139 00:35:19,577 --> 00:35:24,123 and you proclaim yourselves the big three, or the big four, 140 00:35:24,498 --> 00:35:28,836 and you always think that you are the only ones: 141 00:35:29,628 --> 00:35:33,173 The others, the others do not matter. 142 00:35:33,966 --> 00:35:37,803 They should be part of you or speak your language. 143 00:35:39,722 --> 00:35:41,890 Oh, come, come,...